A FLICKER OF RECOGNITION
By Buckshot
The desert night dropped a
velvet blanket over the Mojave, the outline of the surrounding mountains slowly
surrendering to the inevitable darkness.
Bart
drew in a deep breath, tasting the scent of sage on the cool air that blew in
through the open window of his pickup as he sped down the road. The beams of
his headlights seemed to dance along the straight, black ribbon of asphalt, the
seemingly endless expanse of the desert disappearing just past their reach.
He glanced in his mirror, making sure
the product of more than a year of his sweat, blood, and money still rode
safely, strapped down tight in the battered bed of his old pickup.
Bart
smiled with satisfaction as the mirror reflected the light of a quarter moon on the chrome and billet, throwing errant
sparks of light that reminded him of the tracer bullets from the M-60 machine
gun he’d carried in ‘Nam.
“Long damn drive,” he mumbled, his
voice carried away by the force of the wind that swept through the cab.
He looked down at the speedometer. The needle jerked
spastically between eighty and eighty-five miles per hour, the expanse of the
desert making even this speed seem like he was crawling.
The Rat’s Hole show at Daytona. All the big names
would be there, proudly showing off their newest creations. Machines that
looked to Bart like they came from
outer space. He admired the craftsmanship and care that went into their
construction, but he always felt out of place among them, like a mutt at a dog
show. This time, though, he knew his labor of love could be pitted against the
best the big boys could throw at him.
The custom motorcycle had nearly come full circle
now, with rigid frames, long front ends, and straight pipes drawing the young
and the nostalgic back in time like a candle in the window.
This was Bart’s
time. This was a homecoming; a return to the era that had spawned the chrome
and candy goddess that rode just inches behind him.
Bart
yawned, wiping a calloused hand over his face, the flesh feeling stiff and
tight, his eyelids heavy. Damn, I’m tired, he thought, pushing himself
straighter in the seat. Guess I should’ve waited ‘till tomorrow to head out.
Another yawn seized him, and he allowed his eyelids
to flicker shut for just an instant…
The vibration in the steering wheel as the tires
left the pavement woke Bart with a
soundless scream, his hands whipping the wheel, his eyes searching for the edge
of the road, but finding only stunted brush and gray bushes in the headlight
beams. With a sickening feeling in the pit of his stomach, Bart felt the front tires drop into a gully cut
across the sand by eons of runoff from the torrential spring rains.
He felt the impact of the steering wheel in his
chest as the breath left him in a rush; his last vision through the shattered
windshield was his Goddess; his creation, cart
wheeling across the sand, the remnants of red nylon straps trailing behind like
obscene streamers, before the fingers of merciful blackness reached out to
claim him.
Glare penetrated Bart’s
eyelids, feeding the flames of excruciating pain that squirmed deeper into his
skull.
“When I spoke to him a minute ago, I saw a flicker
of recognition, Doctor.”
The soft feminine voice penetrated the fog that
seemed to insulate Bart from the
world around him. He lay still, for the slightest movement sent pain radiating
to every point in his battered body.
“I think he’ll be coming around soon.”
Bart
heard the squeak of the Doctor’s shoe soles on the floor as he walked toward
the door. “Let me know when he wakes up, Nina.”
I AM awake, Bart
thought, but the effort of speaking seemed overwhelming, and he slipped back
into sleep without opening his eyes.
“How do ya’ get some food around here?” he croaked,
the sound of his voice causing the white clad figure looking out the window to
jump.
“OH! You’re awake!”
She smiled as she moved across the room toward him,
the sunshine through the window behind her turning her auburn hair into a
copper halo.
“My name’s Nina,” she said. “I guess it’s a silly
question, but how do you feel?
Bart
closed his eyes against the glare as she moved around his bed, the sunlight her
body had blocked shining full into his eyes. “Been a hell of a lot better,” he
rasped.
She laid a soft hand on his forehead. “You’re lucky
to be alive at all. A trucker spotted the wreckage just after dawn, and stopped
to investigate. He called 911, and they barely got you here in time. Do you
remember the helicopter ride into Vegas?”
Bart
slowly moved his head from side to side. “Last thing I remember was my bike
tumblin’ across the damn desert… Hey… Where’s my bike?”
A feeling of panic seized Bart’s
mind, and he tried to sit up, only to fall sideways, nearly toppling off the
bed. “What the…”
He reached down, running his fingers tentatively
down his left thigh until they dropped off onto the sheet.
“No!” He looked toward Nina, his eyes wide with
fear. “My leg…”
She pressed her hand gently against his chest,
forcing him down onto the pillow. “They had to take it off above the knee, Bart. It was crushed, and trapped in the wreckage
without circulation for too long. They couldn’t save it.”
Bart lay
back, gasping for breath, his chest heaving.
“Your Harley’s safe, though.”
She sat down in the chair beside the bed. “It’s
beautiful, despite the damage.”
“You’ve seen it?” he rasped.
“Yes. I had Evan, the tow truck driver take it to my
place. It’s safer in my garage than at the tow yard.”
Bart
looked up into her angelic face, the green eyes seeming to penetrate his soul.
“That was nice of you, Nina. I appreciate it.”
She smiled, but not the radiant smile he’d seen when
he first opened his eyes. “It’s good to have a Harley in that garage again. We…
My husband and I used to ride.”
“Quit ridin’, huh?” he asked. He felt somehow let
down at the mention of her husband, although he had no logical reason to.
Her eyes started
to glisten with a trace of moisture. “He… Was killed two years ago. An old
woman turned left in front of him, and he couldn’t avoid her.”
“I’m sorry, Nina…” The words seemed inadequate
somehow, but Bart couldn’t think of
anything else to say.
She gave a half-hearted
shrug and stood. “I’d better let Doctor Walters know you’re awake.”
Bart felt
a bit guilty for bringing back her hurtful memories, but couldn’t stop himself
from staring at her backside as she walked toward the door. What’s the use
of lookin’?, he asked himself, running a hand down his left thigh. What
would she want with a damn cripple?
The past week had seen Bart’s
strength return in limited measure, and he stood in front of the window, the
padded top of an aluminum crutch wedged under his left arm.
He watched a construction crew at work building an
industrial complex in the next block. He didn’t turn when he heard Nina’s
footsteps approaching.
She held out several photos, and he flipped through
them as he leaned on the crutch. He shook his head. “Over a year of work gone
because of one stupid mistake.”
“I… I had a biker friend look at it,” she told him,
her jade eyes turned up to meet his. “I didn’t think you’d mind. He says the
forks and handlebars are bent, and the carb’s knocked off… The wheels are
probably bent too, but the frame’s okay, and so are the engine and
transmission. It could’ve been worse.”
“Yeah,” he growled, holding out the stump of his
leg. “Everything could’a been worse. How come I don’t feel so damn lucky, Huh?”
“Are you ready to start
therapy yet?” She changed the subject, still standing beside him at the window.
“What’s the use?” he spat.
She turned to face him, hands on her hips. “They can
fit you with a prosthetic leg. Even the knee and ankle work. Then you can get
on with your life.”
“Yeah,” he snarled. “The life of a cripple!”
She poked a slender finger against his chest.
“You’re no cripple unless you want to be!”
She turned and pointed out the window at the afternoon
traffic. “You’re going to stop whining, get back on your feet, fix that
beautiful damned motorcycle, and take me for a ride down that street out
there!”
“What do you know about how I feel?” he muttered.
“And who’d want ta ride with a cr…” He stopped in mid sentence as she reached
down and pulled the hem of her skirt up, exposing creamy flesh and white lace.
She bent and rapped on the plastic flesh of her right lower leg with her
knuckles.
Bart
stared, shocked speechless, not only by the sight of her knee protruding from
the padded collar of the plastic calf, but the beauty of what had been hidden
by the nurse’s uniform.
“That’s how I know, Bart.
I was with my husband when he was killed.” She looked at him defiantly, a
challenge in her eyes. “Am I a cripple, Bart..?
Am I?”
“N… No! Lord, no!” he stammered. “I didn’t know…”
“Damn right, you didn’t, Buster!” She dropped her
skirt and smoothed it with her hands. “Now let’s get to work on you.”
Bart
hobbled closer to the window with the help of the unfamiliar crutch, and stared
out silently at the city, and the half-finished industrial park below.
“Penny for your thoughts?” Nina asked, looking up at
him.
He slipped his arm around her waist and pulled her
closer. “Just thinkin’,” he said, “that a growin’ city like Vegas can use
another custom motorcycle shop.”
The next few weeks passed slowly for Bart. Pain from where his stump was healing, and the
rigors of therapy to build up damaged muscle tissue almost caused him to give
up, but Nina always seemed to be there at the right time to keep him going.
When he was finally released from the hospital, Nina
drove him straight to her house. The garage door swung up smoothly at the touch
of a button, and the morning sunshine caressed the chrome below a canvas cover
she’d thrown over Bart’s bike. The
twisted metal still glistened like the jeweled tiara of a mythical goddess.
She parked her van in the driveway and stepped out,
helping Bart from the passenger
seat. He stood, leaning on his crutch as she entered the garage and swept the
cover off the battered Harley.
Bart
turned at the sound of an engine idling behind them; an old gray Ford pickup
creeping slowly past. The truck stopped and the driver shouted “Hey… You know
where 4783 is?” Nina pointed down the
street, and the driver waved, and drove on.
Using the crutch for balance, Bart walked slowly forward to stand above his
creation.
“She’s hurt, alright,” he shook his head sadly. “But
we’ll make her right, won’t we Lady?” he asked, his eyes on Nina.
She smiled, folding the tarp to lay it on the floor
beside the Harley. “Bet your ass we will!” she said. “But first, we’d better
get you inside. You need to rest, and I have to feed the dog, pull the van in
here, then make dinner.”
She led him inside, and settled him in a recliner
with a bottle of Jack Daniel’s and a glass.
“Wha…” Bart
was awakened by Nina’s dog barking under the bedroom window. He rolled over and
awakened Nina. “Does the dog always carry on like that?”
“No,” she answered. “Something’s wrong out there!”
Sitting up on the edge of the bed, she fumbled with
her fiberglass prosthetic leg, while Bart
grabbed his crutch from the floor and hobbled toward the door in his underwear.
“You own a gun?” he asked over his shoulder.
“No, I never needed one.”
“You do now,” he said, his head out the open window.
“Somebody’s in the garage!”
Bart
stumbled outside. Nearly falling when the tip of his crutch caught on the
flagstone walkway, he reached out, catching to corner of the garage wall to
regain his balance.
Backed into the driveway was the old gray Ford
pickup he’d seen earlier. Two men ran for the cab, and Bart
could see his Harley… His Goddess, thrown carelessly into the bed of the old
truck.
Stumbling forward, he swung his crutch at the
windshield as the truck’s tires screamed on the flagstones. As the crutch
completed its arc, Bart lost his
balance and toppled forward into the path of the fleeing thieves, the pickup’s
left front fender knocking him to the ground.
Bart lay
on the cold stones of the driveway and watched the old truck disappear down the
street, his Harley flopping wildly around in the bed.
From somewhere far away,
he could hear Nina screaming. By the time his head quit spinning, she knelt at his side, his head
cradled in her lap.
Tears flowed freely down her cheeks as her trained
hands felt along his ribs and shoulders, checking for injuries.
“Ow… Easy, Lady!”
Bart struggled upright and
sat with his head cradled in his hands. “I’m okay,” he rasped. “But they got
The Goddess. They’ll have her stripped and sold within hours.”
Nina smiled through her tears, wiping the salty
drops from her cheeks with the back of a shaking hand. “Maybe it was meant to
be, Bart. Maybe it’s time to let go
of our old lives, and start over.”
With Nina’s help, Bart
struggled to stand, the bent crutch propped under his arm. “Maybe you’re right,
Nina,” he said. “We’ll start on
another bike as soon as I can get my shop equipment out here. Besides,” he
chuckled, slapping Nina on her shapely backside, “There’s only room enough in
my life for one Goddess at a time.”
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